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Free Dirt EP

by My Neighbor Kellan

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What happens after the heat death of love Do we just shrug our shoulders Or appeal to the vacancy above The particles dash and crash together Give off heat, and become better Not knowing that the only plan Is a pointless, arbitrary lifespan what happens after the heat death of love Do we just savor the silence Until the sadness thereof The space between all things gets bigger all goes cold, the last lights flicker all is dead and done, decayed the idea always was that it would fade away fade away It’s preordained That all things separate What happens after the last light goes out And all doors shut forever I guess I’ll just sell the house.
2.
be the strong one, heavy stone got no brains, what do stones known young and stupid, hand in hand got no clue, think you understand years pass by with nothing solved leave a mess for all involved dig me a hole the flood it came to sweep me up rising swiftly, strong and abrupt weed and whiskey in constant flow all that fills me, just look at me go taking stock of what I've got people giving food for thought dig me a hole dig me a hole slicing cleanly to the bone I won't squirm and I won't moan dole me out, leave some to save throw the rest in a pauper's grave will it leave or will it stay will i come back again one day dig me a hole dig me a hole
3.
A Deep Sleep 04:25
I can’t rely on my blue lying eyes To navigate safely this perilous life Bone headed, exhaustively shredded My only means of escape Honestly, I could succeed if it weren’t for this battle between myself and me and I the pacifist, or maybe masochist, Refuse to take a side The thunderous vanguard approaches the keep But I wanted the quiet so I could get some sleep To get lost in a dream so sanguine and deep Covered with dirt six feet underground without so much as peep you may ask why, but I’ve already tried To explain I’m just tired, and this isn’t goodbye I need to regroup, to rethink, redo My plan of attack for a while and in this sanctum subterranean, Away from the din, restfully laying in wait for the right time, the right mind to reemerge The thunderous vanguard approaches the keep But I wanted the quiet so I could get some sleep To get lost in a dream so sanguine and deep Covered with dirt six feet underground without so much as peep Lay it on me, nice and thick, the earth’s weighted blanket over me, the relic Lay it on me, nice and thick, And years down the line, someone might dig me up Come dig me up Or I’ll just do it myself, when I’ve rested enough
4.
Antikythera 05:20
I’ve been excavating myself I’ve spent eons in the dark And I’m hauling up parts Of my Antikythera heart Wondering how it works And leaving behind these piles of free dirt Stumbling upon a patchwork mosaic Filling in these blank spaces archaic Trying to suss out What it all could be about sifting through the obsidian and chert stake a sign that reads ‘free dirt’ Free dirt come on and get my Free dirt I’m beginning to see just how Life works out above ground My gears start spinning The underpinning fabled part of my long lost heart Keeps the scholars engaged Taking to the question like a pig to a trough Just keep your eyes on this page And dust me off Posted up in this posh little corner of a Greek museum Familiar faces, but I don’t know where I’ve seen them and the jolting start Of my antikythera heart gets the memories flowing, they comes in spurts And all I’m offering is free dirt We can lie, we can cheat, we can do as we please With each day that passes I’m asking if it don’t really bother me I’m just cogs in a box telling phases of the moon I’m just a misanthropic extrovert And I’m slinging this free dirt Free dirt come on and get my Free dirt I’m beginning to see just how Life works out above ground The disease I’m kicking To get me clicking, I’m a work of art Antikythera heart Don’t make so so sorry don’t make me forget or my defenses soft Either leave me where you found me or dust me off
5.
I was there, you just couldn’t see me Waiving from the balcony You were captivated by the merits of a smile that wasn’t mine And I knew I would just waste our time There was never a hello, but goodbye sometimes loneliness is fine It wraps you in it’s arms so tight it tucks you in to a restless night A balmy bramble, a lullaby That talks you in to staying inside So there’s never a hello, but goodbye Missed connection Phantom affections it’s a game of what ifs No fear of rejection no ugly projection it’s a grift That I don’t intend or want to defend I just want to send my regards And walk ‘round the bend There was never a hello, but goodbye
6.
a crooked spine a new fault line To shake your world Make meaning into mess now A silk so fine To make divine A creature you Wouldn’t like when dressed down I won’t be straight when I’m a suture sewing up Wounds you never had Who said anything about the future, darlin’ I guess you got it bad immune to signs And flying blind Into a place of No return now I’m the kind You leave behind And don’t recall ’Til you’ve already left town I won’t be straight when I’m a suture sewing up Wounds you never had you got me thinking about the future, darlin’ I guess I got it bad I’m trying this new deal It’s all the rage gonna just shut up and give a good thing a chance for a change I’m pulling petals Pulling petals Pulling petals one by one I’m pulling petals Pulling petals Pulling petals One by one

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released August 23, 2019

All songs written, performed, recorded, and mixed by Kellan Stover

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My Neighbor Kellan Austin, Texas

Kellan played a driveway show for his neighbor's party. The act was listed as 'My Neighbor Kellan' on the invite. People assumed it was a band name. Now it is. Influenced by the sounds and lyrical stylings of Stephen Malkmus, the riffs and weaving guitars of Built To Spill, and the emotion and vulnerability of Elliott Smith, Kellan makes bedroom music. Often in his underpants. ... more

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